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Well almost! I was released to go home on 2 antibiotics. I am usually pretty good at running my own antibiotics but this c.a.d.d. machine drove me bonkers not to mention my schedule was bad. I accidentally stepped on my needle that goes into my chest (portacath) and I ended up back in the hospital via e.r. It's just as well I went home to no electric, Nobody had cleaned up or taken the dog out much, so my house smelled like a kennel and my dog has a growth above his eye and my baby was in need of water. I think I am going to see if my aunt would like him as her dog passes away not too long ago. Ray threw a fit but than maybe he should be caring for him a little better than too. I have't spoke with him this evening and he hung up on my this morning. He now wants to take a MN. vacation. I really wouldn't mind it but he won't even take days off for my surgeries or Amanda's awards things as a family. He goes with his cousing Ronnie up to Baldwin several times throughout the year. I think a big vacation like that should be for us as a family. Not that my cruise wasn't big but I saved for that and he was invited. I just hate that he can't stand by me right now it seems when I'm down he has to or wants to fight me even more. I see be mad at the disease not at me!