Life's Lessons

Life definitely throws us curve balls. I had welcomed my brother into my home after many years of addiction, a prison sentence. The prison system had an amazing rehab program and he seemed like a changed man, boy was I wrong. He signed for my mail order package while I was on a trip, now he is going back to prison. So many things began about a month ago... I have learned to listen to my inner voice, just very saddened by all of this. The old broken man came back with a vengeance. I am just happy that he is out of my home so I can go on with my life, I never let him steal my joy! I am in love and am happier than ever. I cannot believe someone would love me as I am, C.F. O2 and all, so I know God has his hand in this. I had felt so unlovable in my previous relationship that it feels like a miracle has occurred in my life. Now, the ex seems to be happier and I know I am, so it affects the most important person in our lives, our daughter!

Life's not over with yet!

Wow, God never ceases to amaze me! I am feeling so alive AGAIN!!! After leaving a partner that wasn't supportive of my illness I thought I would die alone like my mom, as he told me I would, God has sent me an angel. I can only have faith and trust in the Lord that he is here for the long haul. We dated way back in like 9th grade! We were reunited about 2 yrs ago and when I saw him again my heart went pitter patter. Not thinking much of it, we still remained in contact but through social media a few calls, I had even invited him to some events with my family as he lives close to my son. I was dating someone for awhile and we spoke and he asked how my relationship was going and I told him that had ended. He asked me to date him, it has been amazing! He has a beautiful love for the Lord which is more desirable to me than most anything possible. I know God has sent him to me! This is our song! Just goes to show you no matter your circumstance, God is in control!

Twist and turns in life

Well I've spend most of this year in the hospital, my C.F. is not being friendly at all! To top it off my brother has had a lung mass, found in January and finally he was diagnosed and starts Chemo. soon after he see's a Sub specialist Oncologist. So, I'm afraid to ask, What's next God? I just have to have Faith & Hope. I don't know what else I can do. Keep us in your prayers. Feel overwhelmed.