Sick in body, not in spirit!

I sure have one heck of a cold that has me down right now. I woke up yesterday with a cough, sore throat, stuffy nose...ugh, not good. Today my ears are itchy and plugged, still have a stuffy nose; sore now from blowing it so much, and my chest is on fire. I hate CF, the little common cold just knocks me on my butt! I am however happy to say I have sought out some counseling to get over my grief from my marital woes. I am definitely in a much better place than I was a few months ago! I had to seek out some counseling & it's feeling so good to let go & move on. I had a lot of hurt, anger and grief. I swear I felt like I just went through a hard death, guess it was really. I am glad the healing has begun and I am feeling very good about it now. It feels good to assume some of the responsibility & I know it was the best decision. It was a hard decision to walk away from an 18 yr relationship, but we both deserve happiness and so do our kids. It was difficult to start over, pay my own bills, raise our daughter while being sick. I worry about when I get this sick though, feel like he will use this sickness to try and gain custody of her. I know I'm a good mom, but this sickness makes it difficult to take care of even myself, especially when I get this sick. I am lucky that she is old enough to be quite independent for her own care, she's 14 now. Well, I sat here last night and made a card, I don't think my BFF comes on here so I think I can post it.