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It's late but I want to thank my cyber supporter Patti. I am doing ok. Hubby finally moved out Sunday after I started packing his stuff for him Saturday. 17 yrs is a long time. There have been alot of issues though mainly him not being supportive of me in my time of illness. Out of the past 8 times I've been hospitalized; many 2 week stays he RARELY comes to be by my side. It's been along time coming. I figure if he's not going to be here for me he doesn't need to be here at all. As a movie that was released not long ago... I can do bad all by myself! I will keep you posted. Having alot of inlaw problems too, so I kinda know it's not mendable. They don't see their son and brother as a non compassionate man, I guess I deserve it. Funny thing is I really think I would be my friend if I were a stranger. I have faults as we all do but they judge me from some of my rif raf family members. Don't know about anyone reading this but I think we all have some somewhere. I am not anything like them. I don't condemn or judge them that is for God to do. I am glad I can vent on my own blog, this is my personal space and I thank God for it! Probably within the next month or so I am going to have to get some lots together and start selling my craft/cardmaking/scrapbooking supplies. I have enough stuff that I should be able to make due for awhile. It's myself and my 12 yr old for now and I am on disablility and trust me it's not much. I know divorce is going to take some time but hopefully child support won't. That'll help some. I may have to have some other financial help as my meds are a few hundred dollars every 3 months. So, keep your eye out! Thanks for letting me yap... especially if you read it to the end :-) Blessing to you all.