Friday, August 22, 2008

Wow, what an adventure, eh?

The last blog was bleek eh. I was feeling soooo hurt. Emotions can be so powerful. I don't regret feelings sometimes I hate that I have them so strongly but I don't regret them. I just still can't believe that I'm only 42 years old and I (today) feel quite certain I will not see 43. I have loved, lived & played hard! With the time of morning, it's too hard to go into all of it at this particular time. I look around my craft room as I can barely walk on these massavely swollen, tingley feet and realize even now I can barely play hard anymore; it's crazy. Well, maybe I will be able to at a later time, but somehow; I doubt it. It's just amazing at how life can just slip by once you let it. WELL, MAYBE LATER!
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  1. JackieAugust 23, 2008 at 6:55 AM

    Laurie,
    Sometimes it's hard to know the right thing to say, you just have to hope the person knows that you care and wish the best for them.I can tell by your words thats things are hard for you right now.I hope you can feel this big hug that I am sending you.You are in my thoughts!
    Hugs,
    Jackie

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  2. Roxie :)August 23, 2008 at 10:30 AM

    So I randomly and going through my bookmarks, and I come across your blog. forgetting that you had one, I decide to read it. I'm sorry for everything your going through, and I'm sorry that were not around very much, myself and even more so Ronnie. I wish college wasn't such a financial struggle that we didn't have to work nearly as much as we do. But I want you to know regardless of how often we visit or how often we call we think about you all the time. And I know how strong you are, and even when the world is falling down around you, you have to be strong. If for no other reason then simply because Ronnie and Amanda need you. I know Ronnie does, hes not ready for you to leave him. I remember last fall when the doctors though you didn't have much time, and he called me crying, so hard I couldn't understand what he was saying. You have always been his foundation, and he loves you ALOT, even though I know hes not that great at showing it. Just keep your head up, and push through because we still need you, its not time for you to go anywhere.

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