Still unwell...but No Cancer!!!

I forgot to update my news here, I did on my groups and facebook etc. I just had a Pustule, which is just a name for a deep pus filled sac..ewe.. nasty eh. It was pretty bad, but even the Dr. said when she pulled my results out of the envelope she got a bit nervous. I feel very lucky. I don't have to deal with anymore on my plate than what I already am dealing with. Right now I am having really bad spasms again, in my stomach and lungs. I have a bad sore throat which is a side-effect of this new inhaled steriod. Since my throat is swollen I had gotten a tortilla chip caught in my throat and scraped it, it is painful to even talk. If you know me, you know I'm in constant pain, cause I always talk!!! LOL. Well, keep me in your prayers, I am so sick and tired of being sick and tired. Pam, thanks for caring... It's so funny I was going to call you today, I tried to call you awhile back. Yes, it is true about Joe and who knows what to say about DD anymore. I've given up. You can't teach an old dog new tricks. In his case I don't think he'll ever be potty trained..."Bad Dog" Family is all ok, Ray's been laid off alot lately, he works a week and off a week, it's crazy. Call me sometime. Love ya!

It's always something..

I just thought I should blog since I rarely do these days, unless it's crafting stuff. I have been very "unwell" I am now dealing with more biopsies, I had cancer in 98-99 and have the same spots returning. I have quite a bad infection in the biopsy site now. I go tomorrow for my results and am hoping that she can give me something to rid me of the infection. I am nervous as heck though. I remember the 3 surgeries it took to rid me of the cancer before (the 2nd and 3rd surgeries were pre-cancerous.) It was one of the most extremely painful experiences of my life; mind you I have had part of my lung removed and have given birth twice!!! On the other hand I have been enjoying my family and crafting alot lately. My son and his fiancee' came and visited while Ray was gone last week and I enjoyed their company so much. I really miss him, I wish we lived closer. It's funny how at 1st you put your guard up, not knowing if a girl is good for your son or to know their intentions, but I am so happy that they have gotten together, they are definately soul mates. They just go together like peanut butter and jelly, beans & franks...well you get my drift. I just feel so truly blessed in my life that I have such a beautiful family, to think that we almost gave up on us, I am so happy that we didn't. I reflect back on things and I believe since I was born into such a screwed up life that God is making up for my childhood. Thank you God :-) I know when he calls me home I can die a rich woman, rich in life's gifts. Enough rambling, I just feel so many emotions tonight.. Fear, worry, loved...all and all I know I'm blessed, let's just see how lucky I am...tomorrow. Maybe I should just go and craft...

Blog Candy Alert!

Most of you know I've been sick, but I am never too sick to surf the web for fun sites. I love to see what others make and do on their blogs and it's always fun to find a nice blog giveaway!!! If you are into winning crafting stuff, go check her new blog look out Nilla's blog candy giveaway!!!

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Prayers answered, I do believe!

I have been extremely sick this past week or more, I woke up yesterday thinking oh Lord I'm going to have to go to the hospital today, so, I said my morning prayers which included "help me make it through the day then I will go to the hospital tomorrow.. knowing I had a baby shower I had been planning and throwing for my cousin's G.F. (whom I absolutely adore) well... I made it through (took all of my meds) took my nebulizer machine with me and broke down and took a pain pill, which I don't care to take. Well, not only did I make it through, but my breathing cleared alot through the day and by the time I had gotten home, I actually cleaned up the house and cleaned out my van and enjoyed my evening w/ my family. Hallelluah!